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The hunt
Some days we wait for fog to lift to step outside and step towards what we seek. I remember a photo and a poem of a lonely crocus who erupted into view last year, stunningly too early for what was to come. It was sunny, low sun winter bright, there had not been winter fog, I do not remember searching that day, and the crocus was just there. It has been three days of fog and I take that step outside and walk to that winter place where I was surprised by spring. But January. Claw the earth like a dog. Dig until dirt cakes every crease of my hardened hands. Reach my arm down the throat of my mother and pull forward what should have been offered, what should be offered. I am standing in a ruinous field, winter fog enveloping destruction and my fruitless hunt. No flower grows here.
Thank you for reading! If you are so inclined, leave a comment about what strikes you, speaks to you, or stirs in you while you read. I look forward to whatever dialogue happens here, and within a week I will be following up with a Reflection post on how this poem emerged into being.
Brian
It is always a poignant thing when a crocus or any flower comes out too soon and we know it will be buried under feet of snow.
I like the imagery and visuals of these contrasting lines:
"and I take that step outside
and walk to that winter place
where I was surprised by spring."